Carry on

I don't like them at first, but their songs are just different



Well I woke up to the sound of silence
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found you with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains
And heart like the Fourth of July

You swore and said
"We are not
We are not shining stars"
This I know
I never said we are

Though I've never been through hell like that
I've closed enough windows
to know you can never look back

If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Carry on, carry on

So I met up with some friends
at the edge of the night
At a bar off 75
And we talked and talked
about how our parents will die
All our neighbours and wives

But I like to think
I can cheat it all
To make up for the times I've been cheated on
And it's nice to know
When I was left for dead
I was found and now I don't roam these streets
I am not the ghost you want of me

If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Whoa
My head is on fire
But my legs are fine
After all they are mine
Lay your clothes down on the floor
Close the door, hold the phone
Show me how no one's ever gonna stop us now

Cause we are
We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are
On our darkest day
When we're miles away
Sun will come, we will find our way home

If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Carry on, carry on

No one's ever gonna stop us now...

i miss U

2013 first post!

I'm not busy, i'm not lazy, i don't lose my internet connectivity, and i don't get my computer broken

It's just i almost forget that i have a blog...

8 months, and still continuing if i don't get this post done by tonight..i really wish that i'll get this done (though it will be a short one). By writing this post, i gotta tell you that tons of thing happened to me in this 8 month. Tons of problem, tons of pressure, and tons of new 'bad but good' life experience. I am now quiet eyes open what real life is

Well, i am telling you that i was too much enjoying my honeymoon time. 22 years. Too much, isn't it?
I am now 23 and i realize that 22 years of my life has been spent too comfortably. I used to say that i'm not a spoiled child. I used to proud of myself that i am the last child in my family but i'm not a spoiled one. I used to proud that i have never ask those expensive toys when i was a kid. I always have a usual one, the cheap one. The only expensive one i ever ask was just a remote control car when i was about 9, and i didn't ask more when it get broken. I used to proud that i have never be bought any cellphone by my parents even when i was junior high. I always spend my chinese new year angpao to buy that. And i used to proud of myself that i can make money when i was in university as a teacher of young students in elementary and junior high..

I said i used to...

This is gonna be a controversial statement from me, but try to read and think on the other sides. Try to understand that being a spoiled one somehow could be a good thing. Are you guys now squinting your eyes? Let me explain..

Everybody always have a negative thought to spoiled people. They always said that don't give your child everything, it will make them being spoiled and ask for more more and more. Well, that's what adults say and believe me adult should always do that to their child. But let's put our head to the child's. Do you think that they don't know that asking some toys from their parent is a risky one? Do you think that they don't know that they are taking a risk to be scolded by their parents? I have never been a spoiled child, but i believe that it's a risk they are taking. Is it worth to take those risks? It is. It is worth it that they at least know what they want and they speak. It is instead a comfort zone for those who don't ask that they are too afraid to get scolded.

All i want to say to you guys that sometimes being in comfort zone is not healthy. You have a lot of things you want to say and you want to do but you choose the "green zone" one. I said used to be proud of what i  did doesn't mean i don't proud of me. Sometimes you have to know what you want, tell them what you believe, and go for it until you get it. Being spoiled is not always a negative one as long as you know the purpose and how to get that. I, myself is still trying not to be at those "green zone" and i'm struggling. 2013 is not gonna be my year because i believe that this year is gonna be my stepping stone to the higher level. It is gonna be a really hard year, but it is worth it for the better year ahead.

However, I miss U...
I really miss U...
I really miss You God...

Advertising with Quality

There are some adverts which i think that has a good quality and meaning..

First, is Gold's Gym Advertisement.Look at the words and try not too correlate it with having workout..



The Second and third one is from Dj4rum Super Advertisement. Admit it or not,  they always have a good advertisement in their video commercial. Maybe it's about my dream to be an adventurer and exploring Indonesia until rural areas :p

Like it, Believe, and Do It

Hi Everyone, this post' made just because good mood is covering me right now and believe it or not maybe this is the first time i post a blog in the very afternoon hour..i believe i am unable to post something in the middle of the night anymore :)

First thing of all, it's a good start today! I'm telling you that this is the first time in the last 2 or 3 years i woke up at 6 'o clock in weekend. It's kinda miracle does happen! For everyone who knows me well, even my parents maybe it's a rare thing to see me eyes open @6 morning. So what's good on it?

This week is the first time my ID card (KTP i mean) is valid. Why? because it's shown on it that my work title is "Karyawan Swasta". Well, last week i couldn't hold those title because it's more likely to "Mahasiswa / Pelajar" or even worse " Pengangguran" (if there is..hehehe). And know it's valid!wkwkw (kalo ada orang gaul jakarta yang baca ini, mereka dengan sangat kejam dengan mata ngeliatin gw dari atas sampe bawah, mulut miring khas sinetron indonesia, dan suara bass yang bener2 niat dikeluarin dari pita suara mereka pasti akan ngomong "Trus, gw mesti bilang WOW gitu?!" I hate it! Lols )

But more than anything, i love this week and i have faith in my job. Maybe from now on, i couldn't share my feelings anymore about what i did and what i experienced in my job environment, not because i am not allowed to, but it's more to i don't want to.Well, it's kinda different for being Student and employee. What i wanna tell you guys, i have this passion same as 2 things i ever did. First when i join Accounting as my major, i was totally blind what accounting is. I'm from IPA for information (and please don't say those gaul words!). I remembered that i ever asked my friend why does cash increase in debet and why there are accounts that increase in credit. I spent months to find out those simple question. They always answer in journal logic that cash always increase in debet, and bla bla bla and bla bla bla. I simply just keep asking questions from their answers and again and again. I believe they hated me that time. but the point is, i find out how to manage my own question and i was able to understand it.

Second, about 20 kg body decrease. No gaul words please. I believe that it's a good thing i ever did and i smile when i remember it. I am telling you guys that it was not an easy thing to achieve yet there's so much commitment needed.

Maybe those things represent what i want to say. I am having a journey, a looong journey. I believe that this journey is not a simple journey. It takes rocky roads, unpaved one, and what i call challenging. Again, this journey is not something that human should avoid. Once we avoid this, it means we are not living. Life simply is a process, process is a transformation, transformation is what makes people live. I do believe that every transformation needs a start. It's not about what kind of start that we have, a good one or a less one. It's simply just that we have to do "Start". Once we do that, everything will come to us and that's why i like the "Life is a Choice" word. It depends on us. But whatever our choices are, just remember that in our life we need "Starts". Just start something because sometimes it needs a great courage to begin what we believe we need to.

Can we do it? Hell yeah guys! Let us start something!

Good Song, Good Mood

There is no 100%

ok, first of all this blog kinda miss many great moments

1. Merry Christmas everyone, i hope that Christmas brings us a superb joy, peace, and happiness around the world (or at least around us) and may us accept a great bless only from Him, the one and only Jesus Christ

2. Happy New Year! New year come, the old one gone, and let us make the past as a prologue to this "Challenging year 2012"

3. Happy Baby birthday my blog, i wish u have a better owner :p

4. Happy Chinese "Dragon" New Year ... Chinese believe in "lucky rain", i just hope that all of you no matter what background you are, may you have this "water dragon" chinese year filled with abundant "water"...maksud gw bukan water bener2 air yang ngebanjirin rumah elu yahhh

5. Last but not least is Happy Valentine Day Everyone, khusus yang satu ini gw ga mau ngucapin apa2 ahh...bukan karena gw orang norak berkostum putih pake sarung kotak2 yang anti valentine loh, tapi sampe hari ini gw belum menemukan "arti sesungguhnya di balik valentine"...wkwk asik yah kalimat gw.....tp serius deh, sebenernya kalian describe valentine itu sebagai hari apa sih? Hari kasih sayang? Hari makan malam mewah dgn sebatang lilin di hotel berbintang atau Hari saat yang tepat untuk bercinta? :p
So what?! sekarang pertanyaan gw gini loh, emang ga ada hari laen apa untuk hal2 diatas? Makan malam mewah kalo dari sudut pandang gw bakalan lebih nyaman kalo suasana resto lagi sepi serasa cmn milik berdua..nah sekarang kalo valentine, uda pastilah resto dimanapun itu yang ada rame dan penuh..dimana asiknyaaa?
trus hari bercinta, banyak kali kesempatan untuk dimana-mana...bisa dirumah, dikampus, dikantor, dijalan, di cafe, atau yg paling asik di mobil (kalo yang ngeres pasti sekarang lg mengartikan kalimat diatas sambil pikir yang aneh2) wkwkw saking sarapnya dunia (setidaknya yaa negara kita tercinta ini), ada berita kalo di minimart terkenal di negara kita ini nyediain bundling coklat diselotip sama kondom..pathetic! wkwkwwk tapi gw ngakak aja pas bacanya, itu jadinya produk ambigu tuh buat yang beli, sebenernya dia niatnya beli coklat beneran tapi disuruh pake kondom, atau emang niatnya beli kondom tapi malu jadi dibarengin sama coklat sebagai alibi...wkkwkw
dan yaa alesan terakhir valentine identik dengan hari kasih sayang...hmm ga salah sih, cmn apa kasih sayang harus ada hari khususnya yah di dunia?apa dunia ini udah "Lack of Love" sampe2 harus ada hari kasih sayang?yaa balik ke penilaian masing2 sih, mungkin ada bagusnya ada hari kaya begini buat yang bener2 merayakan, tapi menurut gw tetep valentine itu sebisa mungkin diusahakan sedapat-dapatnya sebisa-bisanya dilakukan tiap hari ke orang2 terdekat kita sehingga jalanan ga macet tanggal 14 februari ,ya gag?tapi apapun itu, gw tetep percaya kalo valentine adalah hari gw makan coklat sepuasnya...hehehe gw terima coklat yang kelebihan lho! :)


dan apa hubungannya 5 hal diatas dengan judul?? Engga ada.....!
gw lupa entah gw nonton atau baca, yang pasti waktu itu gw inget satu statement yang isinya "There is no 100% in this world" 

makin tambah umur, makin gw sadar kalau emang bener kata dosen favorit gw, di dunia ini semakin banyak pengalaman kita semakin kita sadar kalau dunia ini penuh ketidakpastian..simpelnya kalo kita waktu kecil ditanya berapa itu satu tambah satu, apa kita berani dengan lantang di umur kita sekarang ini yang udah siap kawin ngomong DUA!gw rasa engga kan ya...yang ada kita mikir dulu "ni orang lagi ngejebak gw atau dia lagi nanya beneran?"
Begitupun hidup..pupil kita waktu masih kecil ngeliatnya kalo dunia ini cmn hitam dan putih bukan?kalo kita masi kecil disuruh nonton Harry Potter, pasti sebagian besar anak kecil kalau ditanya siapa yang baik dan siapa yang jahat mereka pasti lancar ngomong "Harry Potter baeeeee, Voldemort jahaaaatttt" Question for adults, is it?"
Salah satu alasan kenapa gw uda super anti sama yang namanya sinetron Indonesia sampe2 gw selalu skip channel yang lagi tayangin sinetron , simply because they never grow up.. apa ada yah di dunia ini orang jahatnya amit banget dan baenya super amitt keterlaluan? ga ada yah rasanya..yang gw rasain justru gw dibilang bae, siapa yang ngomong?gw dibilang jahat, itu menurut siapa? di lingkungan sekitar yang kenal kita mungkin mereka bisa ngomong kalau kita orang yang baik kok, di rumah kerjaannya doa terus, tiap minggu pasti ibadat, keluar rumah doa dulu di depan pintu, sama orangtua juga nuruuuutttt banget...tapi mereka ga tau kan kita ngapain aja kalau lagi ga sama mereka?wkwkwk begitu juga kalo ada orang yang kita ga suka, kita bisa ngomong "udah jangan temenan sama dia lah, orangnya licik temen sendiri aja dimakan" yaa memang, natural instinct kita pasti ngejauhin orang seperti itu, tapi pertanyaannya apa memang dia sejahat yang dideskripsikan?

~ Nothing is perfect because when you see perfection, you actually are seeing Flaws in the same time and when you see badness, it means that you are looking to one side of them ~ 

Buat gw ini berlaku di hampir semua aspek kehidupan kita..Friends, Girlfriend, Boyfriend, Relatives, Partners, Teammates, Workmates, Boss, or even Family...indeed, Family, mungkin ada yang akan ga setuju tapi faktanya iya kan? Father, Mother, Brother, Sister has their own imperfection, but it is the imperfection that makes us need each other as a family...itulah kenapa gw bisa menulis judul diatas...bukankah begitu saudara-saudari??? :))   

What the hell is Kokology?

Copas dari blog tetangga...buat yang ngerasa dicopas sama gw jgn marah yaa, blog gw almost private kok :p

Kenapa gw post copasan ini...soalnya gw ngerasa "yap that's true and that's me" coba2 aja deh

A. Burung berwarna Biru

Suatu hari ada seekor burung tiba-tiba masuk kerumah anda dan terperangkap didalamnya, andapun berniat untuk memeliharanya, namun ada suatu keanehan yang terjadi pada burung tersebut.

Pada hari pertama warna burung tersebut berubah dari biru menjadi kuning, hari kedua berubah lagi dari kuning menjadi merah terang, hari ketiga berubah lagi menjadi hitam. Dan coba pikirkan akan berubah menjadi warna apakah burung tersebut di hari berikutnya, coba pilih salah satu…

1. Tetap Hitam.
2. kembali menjadi warna biru.
3. menjadi warna putih.
4. menjadi warna emas.

B. Dibawah langit biru

Bayangkan anda ada disebuah dataran dengan langit yang begitu biru, dan sekali lagi bayangkan sebuah tempat dimana anda merasa nyaman dan tentram. Pilih salah satu dari 4 tempat dibawah ini…

1. dataran yang dipenuhi salju putih.
2. lautan biru.
3. gunung yang hijau.
4. padang yang dipenuhi bungan bewarna kuning.




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Jawaban :

A. Burung Berwarna Biru.

1. Burung tetap bewarna Hitam : Menggambarkan bahwa diri anda adalah seorang yang memilik pandangan yang pesimis. Apakah anda cenderung percaya bahwa sekali situasi menjadi buruk, maka tidak akan kembali normal? mungkin anda harus mencoba berpikir, ”jika situasi sudah sangat buruk, maka tidak akan berubah menjadi lebih buruk lagi. Ingatlah tidak ada hujan yang tak berhenti. dan tidak ada malam yang terus gelap dimana tidak ada fajar”.

2. Burung berubah kembali menjadi biru : Menggambarkan bahwa diri anda adalah seorang yang Optimis. Anda percaya bahwa hidup adalah campuran dari baik dan buruk. Tidak ada gunanya melawan kenyataan. Anda menerima kemalangan dengan tenang dan membiarkan segala sesuatunya berjalan sesuai dengan jalur tanpa stres dan kuatir. Harapan ini membuat anda menjalani gelombang kemalangan tanpa terhanyut didalamnya.

3. Burung berubah menjadi Putih : Mereka yang mengatakan bahwa burung akan berubah warna menjadi putih adalah orang tenang dan tegas dibawah tekanan. Anda tidak perlu menghabiskan waktu hanya untuk resah dan tidak mengambil keputusan ketika krisis timbul. Jika situasi memburuk, anda merasa lebih baik membuang kekalahan dan mencari cara baru mencapai sasaran daripada berhenti dalam kesedihan yang tak perlu. Pendekatan proaktif ini berarti segala sesuatu secara alami berjalan dengan lancar.

4. Burung berubah menjadi warna Emas : Mereka yang berkata burung akan berubah menjadi warna emas,adalah seseorang yang tidak memiliki rasa takut. Anda tidak mengenal tekanan. Bagi anda, setiap krisis adalah sebuah kesempatan. Anda dapat dibandingkan dengan Napoleon, yang berkata “…Mustahil : Kata itu bukan bahasa perancis.” Tapi berhati-hatilah untuk tidak membiarkan kepercayaan diri yang tidak terbatas mengalahkan anda. Ada batas yang tipis antara tidak memiliki rasa takut dan membabi buta.

B. Dibawah langit Biru.

1. Dataran yang dipenuhi salju Putih : Anda diberkati oleh sensitivitas khusus yang membuat anda mengerti dengan pandangan sekilas dan menguraikan masalah yang rumit tanpa membutuhkan bukti atau penjelasan. anda memiliki kemampuan untuk membuat keputusan dan bahkan menjadi seorang Visioner. Percayailah selalu intuisi anda yang pertama, mereka akan menuntun anda dengan baik.

2. Lautan Biru : Anda memiliki bakat alami untuk hubungan antar pribadi. Orang-orang menghormati kemampuan anda berkomunikasi dengan orang lain dan cara anda membantu bermacam-macam kelompok bersama-sama. Hanya dengan berada disana, anda membantu orang lain bekerja dengan lebih lancar dan efisien, membuat anda menjadi seorang anggota yang sangat berharga dalam suatu proyek atau tim. Ketika anda berkata ” bagus. teruskan kerja anda yang baik,” orang-orang tahu anda mengatakan yang sebenarnya. Jadi kata-kata itu sangat berarti bagi mereka yang mendengarkannya.

3. Gunung Yang Hijau : Bakat anda adalah berkomunikasi yang ekspresif. Anda selalu dapat menemukan kata-kata untuk mengekspresikan apa yang dirasakan. Orang-orang segera menyadari itu juga sama persis dengan yang mereka rasakan. Mereka berkata bahwa berbagi kebahagiaan semakin menjadi berlipat ganda, sementara berbagi duka membuat kita semakin terpisah. Anda nampak selalu dapat menolong orang lain dan menemukan sisi yang benar dalam komunikasi.

4. Padang yang penuh dengan bunga berwarna Kuning : Anda adalah sumber pengetahuan dan kreativitas, penuh dengan gagasan dan potensi yang hampir tak terbatas. Tetaplah menyesuaikan diri terhadap perasaan orang lain dan jangan pernah berhenti membangun mimpi. Tidak ada apapun yang tidak bisa anda capai.