little prayer

Dear Father,

day by day life seems getting harder,

i want some but i get none,

i want a thing but i get nothing,

and i planned this long time ago but now i haven't seen anything...

was there or am i doing something false i did to others Father? or maybe to You?

or maybe this is just some life obstacles,

or maybe this is some kind of process to build me up?

i don't know and i have no idea what it is, but i know one thing,

You will never ever left me

i know You always lift me up every single time i fall behind,

you'll pick me up, bring me along the seaside and leave only two footprints..it's Yours

teach me how to forgive others not to hate,

how to let go of this empty promise burdens not to remembering them,

how to patient not to impatient,

how to more thankful not to complaining,

and how to strong when weak inside...

i surrender to you Father with all my plans, my will, my destiny, and my future

cause there's noone i could rely other than You Father

i believe you'll always save me, raise me, and lift me up..

and thank you for giving me such a life, great family, great friends , and great people around me,

thank you for giving me this duty and trust,

thank you for everything i have

and thank you for several months ahead , hope everything will go with its best! 
 ^o^    ^o^    ^o^

thank you again for every little thing, 


i know things won't go easily but give us the best Father, 


and one more thing

i wish i could loss 2 kilos...

Amen